Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I've Been A Wreck

I really don't know what is going on with me, but I haven't been doing too well. Basically here is how things have gone down.

1) Went on beta blockers a few months ago with huge, life-changing improvements.
2) Started gaining some weight, fluid retention.
3) Developed Chilblains on my toes.
4) Heat wave set me back with heat intolerance, rapid heart rate
5) Added in Florinef to see if that would help
6) Anxiety begins to set back in
7) Increase florinef to 1/2 tab to see if anything changes, Added in Rx potassium too.
8) Feeling jittery, shaky, "out of my mind" like I drank too many red bulls or espressos

That's where I'm at right now. I cannot for the life of me figure this out. What is happening? Did the florinef do something or am I just getting worse because I am just getting worse?

Today is my birthday and when I should be happy, I'm pissed off. I'm not any freaking better. Yesterday was one of my worst days in like 8 months. I was soo jittery and shaky. Nothing would calm that down and then the nausea set in later on in the day. HC didn't help it, so I just forced myself to eat. I really wish I could see what is wrong and then fix it.

1 comment:

Mary said...

I'm sorry you had to have a frustrating birthday. It's all so unfair. I wish you the best! Keep searching for the answer!