I want to get more active and try to feel a little better about myself, but I have to be realistic. With POTS or any chronic health problems, self-esteem and self-confidence goes out the window. How can you be happy with yourself when you cannot do anything normal with your life?
I have decided for the rest of the month of March, I will ride my recumbent bike for at least 5 minutes a day. I know this sounds truly pathetic. I am 26 and can only do 5 minutes of bike riding? WHAT? I CAN do more, but I have to keep this time very low so I do not injure myself or overdo it. I used to ride my bike for MILES and MILES on a daily basis when I was in my early teenage years. I was known in the neighborhood as "the girl who always rides her bike". When my family would vacation at Pymatuning State Park, I'd bike ride at least 10-15 miles a day easily and I loved every moment of it. Even back then though I was suffering from POTS, however it seemed more easily controlled. Having the wind in my face while riding always helped to keep me cool.
5 minutes should be doable... Just have to keep motivated.
In July 2012 God called me out of the natural health communities and he told me to seek Him for healing. I stopped all the research that I was doing to follow Him. My only hope for healing in my life is through faith in Jesus Christ.
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Thursday, March 10, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
First Walk of the Season!
It was still chilly yesterday but my husband and I went for our first walk of the season. It was beautiful because there was still ice on the lake. I should have brought my camera with me, but did not think about it at all.
We did not walk the full loop, but did about half way around and I decided it was better to take it easy. Since it was our first walk, we are out of practice and I didn't want to collapse after ward. haha!
None of my heart monitor watches work anymore, so I could not check my heart. Sometimes I think it is better that way... We walked up a steep hill and my heart immediately went insane. Probably 140's, so I know this summer is going to be rough.
I am so nervous about tomorrow (oral surgeon). AHH!!
We did not walk the full loop, but did about half way around and I decided it was better to take it easy. Since it was our first walk, we are out of practice and I didn't want to collapse after ward. haha!
None of my heart monitor watches work anymore, so I could not check my heart. Sometimes I think it is better that way... We walked up a steep hill and my heart immediately went insane. Probably 140's, so I know this summer is going to be rough.
I am so nervous about tomorrow (oral surgeon). AHH!!
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